R.I.P Amy Winehouse

September 14, 1983- July 23, 2011

amazing artist, so sad she ended this way

Oh these songs and bang bangin!!!

Great song! I advise you to purchase it or download it : ) and while you're there download "waving flag"

something to chuckle at

if your every having a bad day try this on google maps:
1 - Open Google Maps (directions)
2 - Type Japan as your starting point
3 - Type Shanghai as your destination. 
4 - Read step 42

 I hope that made someone chuckle a little cause it did for me :P

do I have a weird taste men?

 

Matt Smith (Dr. Who)

Kevin McHale(Artie frm Glee)

Darren Criss(also from glee)

naaaahhh I don't think I do. I like goof/dorky guys

best combo.....

for a soundtrack! check it out, trust me it wont disappoint =]

[[L0ve]] their styles

I'm feeling a bit fashionable.......if I had to pick a style mash up I'd pick Demi Lovato and Lauren Conrad

why?

I mean come on people! gotta [[L0ve]] their sense of fashion.......casually anyways :)

happy 4th!!!!

I hope everyone had a great and safe 4th of July!!!! =]

One of my favorites.......

Having a coke with you.

is even more fun than going to San Sebastian, Irún, Hendaye, Biarritz, Bayonne

or being sick to my stomach on the Travesera de Gracia in Barcelona

partly because in your orange shirt you look like a better happier St. Sebastian

partly because of my love for you, partly because of your love for yoghurt

partly because of the fluorescent orange tulips around the birches

partly because of the secrecy our smiles take on before people and statuary

it is hard to believe when I'm with you that there can be anything as still

as solemn as unpleasantly definitive as statuary when right in front of it

in the warm New York 4 o'clock light we are drifting back and forth

between each other like a tree breathing through its spectacles

and the portrait show seems to have no faces in it at all, just paint

you suddenly wonder why in the world anyone ever did them

I look

at you and I would rather look at you than all the portraits in the world

except possibly for the Polish Rider occasionally and anyway it's in the Frick

which thank heavens you haven't gone to yet so we can go together the first time

and the fact that you move so beautifully more or less takes care of Futurism

just as at home I never think of the Nude Descending a Staircase or

at a rehearsal a single drawing of Leonardo or Michelangelo that used to wow me

and what good does all the research of the Impressionists do them

when they never got the right person to stand near the tree when the sun sank

or for that matter Marino Marini when he didn't pick the rider as carefully

as the horse

it seems they were all cheated of some marvelous experience

which is not going to go wasted on me which is why I am telling you about it.

-Frank O'Hara.

Just one of those days......

So with all the planning for my European trip in May and with my birthday planning I haven't really thought about Chuck (fyi Chuck isn't his real name I'm just going to keep real names hidden) but tonight for some reason I caught myself smiling because I was thinking of his smile.....and that's where i cracked.....sort to speak. let me start from the beginning.


I met this guy threw out a mutual friend we had been getting to know each other for a couple of weeks we had amazing conversations but I never really thought of it to be something like "maybe this might be the guy for me" until we started flirting a little more and saying really corky stuff. we had a good connection has a lot in common. we had the same intrestes in movies, food, forms of love, life in general.

Hung out a couple of times and then he just disappeared...... and I felt stupid because I believed when he told me "I'm a gentleman and I can assure you I'm not like all guys" see this is the thing about Chuck, he's not a bad guy he's a great guy a very great guy there is no reason to bash a great when he clearly never did anything the only thing he failed to do is tell me that he no longer wanted to talk to me....I don't know if that was the issue. I tried to contact him via phone, text ( not the stalkerish kind like one time a couple of days) then I stopped for a week and half just to see if maybe he'll get in contact with me or that work has been so stressing that he needed space (he got a new job with the state that we live in) but nothing....so I decided to write him once last time I told him I wasn't mad or I wouldn't hold a grudge against him because I'm just not that type of person and it's true cause at this point in time I don't hold a grudge against him nor am I mad at him. I told him how it sucks not knowing if there was something said or done that might have been offensive and just to be clear with ya'll I didn't do anything or said anything offensive or creepy hahaha.

to make a long story short, I never received a reply from him and so I deleted the email account that he could contact me and never looked back...until know which I don't know why but for some reason today all I could think of was his smile, his sweetness, just him. I'm might sound stupid saying this but I thought He was my Romeo, but in the end I was never his Juliet. things happen in life and sometimes we just have to take the chance in order to know if something is gonna work. and that's what I did... I took the chance and I have no regrets =] If there is any chance "Chuck" might stumble upon my blog just know that your still a good man in my eyes no matter what.

Hooray!!!!

It's July!!!!! meaning we are half way threw this dreadful heat! but it also means that we are officially wiped out half of the year eeeeeekkkkk!!!! time needs to slow it's roll!!! I'm not liking that it's going by so quick it felt like it was march just yesterday......but alas it's July and that means there is 30 more days for my birthday my 24th.........wow that's kinda scary =/ I'm not sure what I want to do yet I've always wanted to have a masquerade party but when I try to look for venues like small venues they want a butt load of cash and I don't have the luxury of having stacks of cash in a trust fund and what not so I never had the chance, but i was looking at Ideas of games to play in a masquerade party and I noticed scavanger hunts sooooo I was thinking of having a masquerade scavanger hunt downtown Austin =] it sounds like a bad ass idea huh?

However I get scared of even telling people what I'm gonna do just because of the fear that no one will show up to my shindig and I guess it's a normal feeling but like my friend always said "F-it! lets do the damn thing!" even only 5 people show up I'm still going to have a blast sooooo heres to the preparations to an unforgettable masquerade hunt =]